I mentioned earlier that Pete decided to tell his dad about his addiction, and doing so has been so helpful. His dad shared with us the acronym H.A.L.T. It stands for "Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired." These are the psychological/emotional "places" where temptation most often occurs. Looking back I can see how it is true, not just for my husband but for me as well.
Pete is out of town this week at a training. All day he sits in meetings and then in the evenings he has been busy catching up with work/emails. One day the training was particularly boring and after being away from me and the family he was feeling both tired and lonely. His thoughts started to wander and by the time he returned to his hotel room he was struggling. Usually as soon as he checks into his hotel room he puts the tv remote in the safe and punches in some random code with his eyes closed. This time the maid had noticed the remote was missing and left a new one. After fighting for a few minutes, he finally called his dad, and they worked out a plan. He took his computer down to the hotel lobby and did his work there. When he called me that night I suggested he return the remote and he told me he had called the front desk and asked them to turn off the purchase movie channels. By then the temptation had mostly subsided and he was in a good place again. Rising above this episode of weakness has been so good for both us, but especially him and I'm so proud of him for it.
Travel is so hard. It's hard for me because the trust isn't there completely and sometimes I get sick with worry. It is hard for him because it is a perfect storm for temptation to occur. But knowing the triggers and having/making a plan is helping so much.