Friday, September 16, 2011

Life is just Hard

Life is just hard and stressful for us right now. We're graduating from law school, don't have a job, have LOTS of student loans, and are overcoming addiction just to start the list. My husband is doing amazing. It is hard but he is so strong and determined to overcome this evil in his life. I am proud of how far he has come in a short amount of time. Life, however, is still hard for us right now. Something that is really bothering me right now is intimacy. Therefore I will blog about it. Oh what this world has turned to. Blogging from the unknown to the unknown about such personal issues. haha weird... Anyways so I feel like our relationship is good when we are intimate on a VERY regular basis. This annoys me. Why can't life be great even when were not being intimate. This has been a struggle our whole marriage but I guess now I am actually determined to fix it. It's just frustrating. Ugh. Thanks for listening I guess. I just wish life was easy sometimes. But it's not. It's not suppose to be. We have had to completely turn our lives to the Lord and it is hard. But I know that if we will be patient we will be blessed. We already are enormously blessed for which I am very grateful. Life will get better. It has to.


  1. Thank you guys for posting here. It helps to hear from other women going through the same thing, but this time I definitely needed to connect with LDS women in the same situation. I just got hit with another relapse. It's been ongoing for almost 8 years, so I'm starting to get used to it, but it still hurts. Only instead of crying and getting angry, now I end up having very serious and very logical debates in my head about whether this is the kind of relationship I want to be in for the rest of my life. And getting into that territory scares me. I wrote an anonymous post on a dear friend's blog about a year ago that was quite therapeutic (I highly recommend you guys go read all the posts in her "how she does it" series. Here is mine: but now I think I need to connect with other people in the same situation. I don't want to do this alone anymore.

  2. Thank you so much for sending that link. What a great story you have. You are an amazing woman with an amazing husband. Heavenly Father is so aware of us all and will provide even in our weakest hour.


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